reminder

In all of this theater this is a good reminder that it truly is just that; theater!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jncAsfkDqRs


Today watching a piece of the court I heard the judge telling weird things like don´t say aha and use slang, I mean what the h...?

MJ is alive

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNy1Gs1fRfo

We believe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VX_N4FSFJ28


This with the butterfly and the army of love reminded me so much of us, just had to post it ;D

Shopaholic goes to Manhattan

Opening a post so we can discuss the book.  I've read a little, but not much, but already it's making me smile.

sad :(

This got me to tears this morning !!!!! go Gaga, you rock!!

http://www.toofab.com/2011/09/25/lady-gaga-jamey-rodemeyer-iheartradio-video/

The Idiot

I'm not posting this book for you to read, but it's having a profound effect on me and I had to share.  I'm reading The Idiot by Fyodor Dosteovsky , written in the 1800's.   The main character reminds me SO much of Michael Jackson, although this character has nothing to do with the music industry.  He LOVES children and feels himself only around them.  He has the same innocence and sweetness that Michael had.  And he was used and betrayed for his money, just like MJ.  It's a rather long book (over 600 pages), although I didn't realize it, since it's part of a collection of Dosteovsky's books on kindle, so u can't tell how long the book is.  Something pushed me to read this book NOW.  Again, what I say that we're being guided into what to read and research.  I was actually going to start another book (while I wait for u to start Shopaholic), but I kept coming back to this one, so I decided I'd read it along with the other book AND shopaholic,lol  Now I'm so hooked on this one, I can't leave it alone1 LOL  I'm still going to read shopaholic along with u, but my third book will be on hold.  The main character's name is Prince Myshkin.  How they describe him is like describing Michael .  It's just amazing.  He comes across as an idiot to other people because of his innocent views on life, but he's definitely NOT one.  It's making me cry in some parts, honest.
In one part, he tells the story of "Marie".  For 3 years he lived in Switzerland, and over there , he befriended children. He attracted children coz he talked to them like he was one of them, and he listened to them. He told the adults that , as adults, we should learn from children, and not the other way around ( a school master even called Myshkin a child in a man's body, lol  where have we heard that before? )  Anyway, there was a girl in the village called Marie, and she fell in love with someone and ran away with him , but after a week, he dumped her. She came back to the village, but everyone, including her own mother, shunned her "for her sins".  She had no food and no clothes, slept in the doorway of her own home,  and anywhere she went, people pretty much cursed at her and had nothing to do with her.  Anyway, Myshkin felt bad for this girl, and so he secretly gave her bits of money (at the time, he didn't have much). He also made the children see that this girl wasn't bad or sinful, but just unhappy.  The children then fell in love with Marie, much to the anger of the adults of the village.  They sneaked food to her, and even clothes.  Marie became sick and was eventually bedridden.  No one in the village went to take care of her (her own mother had died already). So the children took turns   sneaking into the house and caring for her.  The children truly made Marie happy at the end. She died happy because of the children and Myshkin.  Gosh, made me cry! LOL
This is one of those stories that u just can't keep inside , and have to share. It's not easy to read, coz it's written in old language, but I'm used to reading old classics like this.

“The novel begins with three strangers in a train en route to Petersburg. A young man named Prince Myshkin is returning from a Swiss sanatoriumwhere he has been treated for the past few years for some malady similar to epilepsy. He meets a roguish young man named Rogozhin, who has an unhealthy obsession with a beautiful young woman named Nastasya Filippovna, and a nosy government official named Lebedyev, who figures prominently throughout the novel.

Upon arriving in Petersburg, Myshkin acquaints himself with many of the citizens and eventually meets, and is infatuated by, Nastasya. She is pushy, fickle, and impetuous, and bounces from fiance to fiance like a fortune hunter. Her irresistibility and psychological stronghold on the men in her life leads to her downfall.

The basis of the novel is that Myshkin is not bright, has not had much education, and traverses society with a mentality of simplistic innocence. When speaking his opinion, he struggles to articulate himself with Charlie Brown-like stammering and wishy-washiness. For this reason, people consider him an idiot, but he is a good, honest, sympathetic, and gracious person. When he comes into a large inheritance, he is blackmailed by a man who claims to be the illegitimate son of Myshkin’s benefactor; but when the man’s story is debunked, Myshkin befriends rather than chastises the culprit and his accomplices. Myshkin also falls in love with and becomes betrothed to a giddy girl named Aglaia, who uses his ingenuousness as a foil for her jokes and sarcasm, despite his undying devotion to her.

The novel seems to say that a saintly man, making his way in a society that is concerned with materialism and cutthroat avarice, will be considered a childish idiot for valuing honesty, kindness, and the simple things in life. The ending is a shocker and sends a plaintive message, that in a crazy world, a sanatorium is the only place for a saint.”  Comment from A.J. (Maryland) amazon.com

more convinced

Seeing the latest video of Maura I´m more convinced MJ is a rainbow warrior than ever. Did you know that the cancer´s strongest element is the full moon? So no wonder we feel a connection.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ya-Wy9m9gC4

MJ.........we still believe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNDlMFFnFx4

This made me think again, that the hoax exists and does so for a purpose :)

Santos Bonacci Reclaiming Dominion

 



Wow, this was an interesting video!  Explaining how we've been fooled with religion , etc.  Explains who the biblical people REALLY are.  Jesus is our consciousness.  It actually made sense to me! It's almost 2 hours, but worth seeing.  Put together a lot of stuff I've been researching, 

Facebook

This is exactly what I have been thinking since start and now the general public is starting to react to what is actually going on. Now you know why I´m so careful with posting and pics.

Thought of you :)

I´m listening to some old 2pac, omg looooove it. Also found a old trance 80´s cd with goodies and so thought of you when I heard voyager voyager since it is in French, but this song I really love :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmPws7eXcVk

Also the original:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUQZZW2GrAA

Just wanted to share <3

Love's Fate

Here's the book I told you about in the email. For some reason, I thought of you when I read what this book was about.  Because of your past relationships. And look, there's a sunset or sunrise, just when we talked about it in our emails! Weird!

"Connected by Tragedy" Consumed By Love

Do you believe in Fate? Do you believe in soul mates? What if there was just one man out there who was meant for you? Would you know him if you saw him? Would he know you?

Katherine didn't believe in soul mates, she wasn't even sure if she believed in love until the night she saw him. There was something oddly familiar about his dark blue eyes, but she was sure she'd never seen him before. The only thing more confusing than the overwhelming attraction she felt toward this mysterious stranger, was the way he was staring right back at her with that same look of curious fascination. Then suddenly he leaves and she's left with nothing but the haunting memory of his beautiful eyes and the strange connection they seem to have with her recurring nightmares.

The day Michael's mother died was one of greatly mixed emotions. He would miss his mother, but her passing meant that he would finally be free of his oppressive father. He was leaving and nothing was going to stop him. But why couldn't he stop thinking about the beautiful woman he had seen the night he got the call about his mother. Why had she seemed so familiar?

More than once their paths will cross, but will they ever find each other? Will Fate ultimately bring them together or keep them apart?"

The lost Symbol

Reading the first chapter of this book already reminds me of Skull and Bones. Not that I know of how they work, but the scull and the rituals and powerfull men is truly hinting in this area. Cannot be a coincidence that the city where they are located happens to be Washington D.C.

Dan Brown mentions in the beginning of the book, that these secret organisations exist and that all the rituals and artwork are true.

I specifically liked the beginning of the book with the text:

To live in the world without becoming aware of the meaning of the world is like wandering about in a great library without touching the books.

I think this is something we definitely have noticed the past years, right? I feel excited about this book already because it is touching an area that interests me personally and that I can´t wait to see all the secrets I can be part of.

Shopaholic Series

I love this authors books.  She's funny, but classy.  Sophie Kinsella.  Her shopaholic series are  the funniest I've ever read.  She also writes under another name , Madeleine Wickham, whose books are also quite amusing.

BOOK EXERPT:

Ok. don't panic. Don't panic. It's only a VISA bill. It's a piece of paper; a few numbers. I mean, just how scary can a few numbers be?

I stare out of the office window at a bus driving down Oxford Street, willing myself to open the white envelope sitting on my cluttered desk. It's only a piece of paper, I tell myself for the thousandth time. And I'm not stupid, am I? I know exactly how much this VISA bill will be.

Sort of. Roughly.

It'll be about ... £200. Three hundred, maybe. Yes, maybe £300. Three-fifty, max.

I casually close my eyes and start to tot up. There was that suit in Jigsaw. And there was dinner with Suze at Quaglinos. And there was that gorgeous red and yellow rug. The rug was £200, come to think of it. But it was definitely worth every penny - everyone's admired it. Or, at least, Suze has.

And the Jigsaw suit was on sale - 30 percent off. So that was actually saving money.

I open my eyes and reach for the bill. As my fingers hit the paper I remember new contact lenses. Ninety-five pounds. Quite a lot. But, I mean, I had to get those, didn't I? What am I supposed to do, walk around in a blur?

And I had to buy some new solutions and a cute case and some hypoallergenic eyeliner. So that takes it up to ... £400?

At the desk next to mine, Clare Edwards looks up from her post. She's sorting all her letters into neat piles, just like she does every morning. She puts rubber bands round them and puts labels on them saying things like "Answer immediately" and "Not urgent but respond." I loathe Clare Edwards.

"OK, Becky?" she says.

"Fine," I say lightly. "Just reading a letter."

I reach gaily into the envelope, but my fingers don't quite pull out the bill. They remain clutched around it while my mind is seized - as it is every month - by my secret dream.

Do you want to know about my secret dream? It's based on a story I once read in The Daily World about a mix-up at a bank. I loved this story so much, I cut it out and stuck it onto my wardrobe door. Two credit card bills were sent to the wrong people, and - get this - each person paid the wrong bill without realizing. They paid off each other's bills without even checking them.

And ever since I read that story, my secret fantasy has been that the same thing will happen to me. I mean, I know it sounds unlikely - but if it happened once, it can happen again, can't it? Some dotty old woman in Cornwall will be sent my humongous bill and will pay it without even looking at it. And I'll be sent her bill for three tins of cat food at fifty-nine pence each. Which, naturally, I'll pay without question. Fair's fair, after all.

A smile is plastered over my face as I gaze out of the window. I'm convinced that this month it'll happen - my secret dream is about to come true. But when I eventually pull the bill out of the envelope - goaded by Clare's curious gaze - my smile falters, then disappears. Something hot is blocking my throat. I think it could be panic.

The God Machine

Hhhhmmm, this book also got my attention!  Wow, there are so many authors who write about this stuff!

BOOK DESCRIPTION:
A secret so explosive, the church always insisted it was just a legend. Now it'll stop at nothing to prevent its discovery...
The coded journal of Benjamin Franklin. A hidden map. A legendary gospel. These are the first pieces to an ancient puzzle so powerful, it could destroy the very foundation of Christianity.
Once before, Joseph Koster unearthed one of the church’s most deeply buried secrets . . . and it almost cost him his life. But some treasures are too hard to resist. And as Koster puts the pieces of the puzzle together, he discovers something even more startling … and infinitely more deadly.
Now, along with a beautiful engineer, Savita Sajan, Koster must race to decode Franklin’s journal before it falls into the hands of those who would do anything, kill anyone, to suppress it. But in a world of secret societies, ancient conspiracies, and Masonic puzzles, locating the prize is one thing … staying alive, another.
For as Koster and Sajan are about to learn, the same key that unlocks the doorway to Heaven … could open the portals of Hell.

The Sanctuary

Here's a book that really looks interesting:  The Sanctuary by Raymond Khoury.   I'd seen this when it first came out, but I hadn't really paid too much attention to it.  At the time, I wasn't into conspiracy theories, so I dismissed this as just another work if fiction.  It IS fiction, but this author, just like Dan Brown, seems to know a lot about these secret societies.

In the powerful new thriller from the author of the international bestseller The Last Templar, a geneticist and a CIA agent on a deadly quest to find the most dangerous book in the world discover a secret that has destroyed everyone in its path for centuries 
Naples, 1750. In the dead of night, three men with swords burst into the palazzo of a marquis. Their leader, the Prince of San Severo, accuses the marquis of being an imposter, and demands to know a secret only the marquis harbors. In the fight that ensues, the false marquis escapes over the rooftops of Naples, leaving behind a burning palazzo and a raging prince now obsessed with finding his quarry at any cost. 
Baghdad, 2003. An army unit on a routine mission makes a horrifying discovery: a state- of-the-art, concealed lab where dozens—men, women, children—have died, the subjects of gruesome experiments. The mysterious scientist they were after, a man believed to be working on a bioweapon and known only as the hakeem—the doctor—escapes, taking with him the startling truth about his work. A puzzling clue is left behind: a circular symbol of a snake feeding on its own tail. 
As the power of the symbol comes to light, revealing the centuries of destruction left in its wake, one unsuspecting woman stands at the center of a conspiracy that could change the world forever. In the masterful hands of international bestseller Raymond Khoury, The Sanctuarydelivers the same rapid-fire suspense and provocative scholarship that made The Last Templar a coast-to-coast blockbuster.