it´s about what you want to see!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bq42zytFh0s

Barry Gibb and MJ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=1Ue3fVxlQus#!

2pac brings me to tears!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lCpEwb-pF1s&feature=g-all-lik&context=G2eb9211FAAAAAAAAAAA


Still in this day he has such an impact in all of what he says. I know he is saying MJ has a lot of money but what he says here is just something that I feel comes from his heart and shows the kind of person he was. Coming from the ghetto you appreciate the little things in life and I`m glad he has the chance to change the world even in 2012!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2012 on the way

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3c-t-66tg4E

Didn´t even remember that the Olympics is already next year. Time flies and what a coincidence they are in London!!!!

Paris Jackson on the "Ellen" (Degeneres) Show

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zx7TDu0y2vc&feature=share

At the end, she does what MJ did when he was embarrassed--- covering her mouth with her hand...
Other then that, this was quite an interesting interview. MJ used to practice acting with her and the boys.  REALLY interesting... LOL

David Icke - Ancient Alien Artifacts

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1dd2VffHYMM&feature=player_embedded

very interesting facts again

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yWsQrr0mdY4

Look at the video!

http://www.legendarymichaeljackson.nl/?p=7076

Priest says Hell is an Invention of the Church to Control People with Fear

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WtIREJVPfQY&feature=player_embedded

I kind of share these views too.   

MJ is always around, LOL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jXLfUpfWe3M&feature=uploademail

Michael Jackson is STILL ALIVE--- "Did You See That MUG?"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMw2kv3hgbg&feature=uploademail

awesome!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7G_rXcAN3Y&feature=related

New from Lunajo67

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vy68xCjhxcc

In the end of the video Lunajo talks about other famous persons that had something to do with Murray. I got REALLY surprised when I saw the pic of someone I DID KNOW!!! Randy Quaid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Remember me putting this video???

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDJntoKBkhc

Hmmmmmmm, coincidence or not ?

Legs Diamond Film & Games - Murray Trial- Michael Jackson is Alive

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNonuT-DHok&feature=uploademail

Jermaine......!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=fsmf3PGpBRg#!

Watching this interview makes me think Jermaine is way to calm. I mean he doesn´t even want to come to the see the verdict??? and also he keeps talking about Murray being the victim of another hand like there could be conspiracy or is it that he can´t say too much again??
Also again talking about the kids and especially Paris, who wants to be an "actress". She can differ between reality and fiction?? hmmmmmmm, she has been taught well indeed.

Just some of my thoughts!

Mauras latest

more facts on the trial that is a joke!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B745gXK_Zms

What's on Murray's shirt?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2K1OwfwYSM0&feature=channel_video_title

What's written on Murray's shirt at 1:43 mins.  I see OUPS.  and Butt
Can u make it out?

What DID happen on June 25th? part 56 "Murray & Family"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FY3IJrrRyZU

Michael Jackson and the Doctor A Fatal Friendship 2011 Documentary

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AJl_AVJVft0&feature=channel_video_title

it´s a hoax, it´s a hoax!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fMqP0lSbuWQ


I mean all the things that go wrong and also WHY CAN´T MURRAY EVER STAND UP IN COURT?????

maybe worth checking out

Now in the weekend I will check this out might be something interesting:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQy4rVNRBtY

The Illusionist

OMG, Carre! This movie!  U've got to see it!  Those who aren't into the hoax would have  be fools NOT to get it after seeing this movie,   recommended by a JACKSON! So MANY similarities!   Even to the point of the illusionist firing his manager and then rehiring him just at the end!  SO many things in common.   And part of it IS bringing an "elite" down, exposing him.  Takes the illusionist some time to get this done.  And this makes me think that there are still things MJ wants to have "exposed" before he makes his reappearance. I'm sure of it.    

The Final Word Part 4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4OjtIEGANyk&feature=uploademail

11-11-11 movie

http://vimeo.com/25681560

DR. MURRAY Tell-All Documentary Reveals Shocking Secrets

http://www.tmz.com/2011/11/08/dr-conrad-murray-documentary-michael-jackson/#.TrlYfUOXRJg

Michael Jackson (Murray Guilty Verdict)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fgGoopwsEqs&feature=uploademail

"Then they will know..." that Michael is ALIVE---Is the MEDIA becoming aware it?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0w1hFyLc_Jg&feature=uploademail

new from Maura

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=de2sN6B0qRc

Specialist Tony Topping Speaks Out on UFOs & Paranormal Espionage

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rf3uyjET11E&feature=uploademail

I found this interesting. However, based on the comments in utube, most people think it's BS
But, the topic of UFO's can be quite controversial, and I think most people are just not able to believe it for now.

What DID happen on June 25th? part 55 "Thrillernight"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MEacFjLQ4zQ

There are some part in the 911 call I hadn´t heard before, the part where the paramedic says that obviously since there is a doctor he knows better what to do than him??? hmmm, this we all know now wasn´t true. Murray performed his 1st CPR!!!! I mean c´mon.

OMG, the lyrics!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8QdaayB0uo

How interesting!... O-Bee "A Toast"

Ft Jae-R.  Chris Tucker is also here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GbN8GbvZndc&feature=related

And here's Paris jackson :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwJoNc6I3Aw&feature=related

All Around The World - O-bee ft Genevieve Jackson Lyrics

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kDqcovamqso

"I move like an illusionist,  in my princely robe I look like an egyptian"
At 1:52.


Oh, btw, I'm really liking O-Bee. When his cd comes out, I'm going to get it...

Jackson or not?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j9axpx5fKCA&feature=related

LOOK at that face!  the gestures, the smile...  This boy IS a Jackson. Whether he's Michael's son, that's the question....   There have been rumors that he could be Janet's, but all I can tell is, he's a Jackson!

MJ--Life is a Movie

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fxlzM2qQEUQ&feature=uploademail

Magic and Illusions again---Kenny Ortega

talking of a link between kanye and MJ!!!

http://mjstar.co.uk/index.php/2011/11/02/image-kanye-west-as-michael-jacksons-thriller/?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+MichaelJacksonMJSTAR+%28Michael+Jackson+MJSTAR%29

Michael Jackson---The Life of an Icon

http://www.livestream.com/mjlifeofanicon/video?clipId=pla_9e65b7c4-8851-41dc-9a30-e22cca38516d&utm_source=lslibrary&utm_medium=ui-thumb

For the release of the DVD by David Gest of the movie MJ---The Life of an Icon

The Final Word Part 2.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z3OHuapN4Ng&feature=uploademail

Latest Maura video.  Thought she made good points, especially the Liz connection.  Not so sure I agree with some of the medical stuff, like DCM being Dilated Cardiomyopathy,  BUT, maybe she's right....   The part about LIZ REALLY got my attention, though....

Magic and Illusion... and MJ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZARkvzSz8QA&feature=channel_video_title

Starting at 2:54 mins,  the magicians and illusionists in regards to MJ.....  DEFINITE message here.

New from Maura, miniseries 1-3

next one coming tomorrow on the 3rd of Nov :), can´t wait!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-gYroldc1I&feature=channel_video_title

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R-v1SVDlnEg&feature=channel_video_title

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_2eMXHoBlzk&feature=channel_video_title

Minister Farrakhan Exposes The Secrets of Freemasonry

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=466NeRHc9a0&feature=related

Remember our talk about whether the black people are the REAL humans?  I just came across this sermon by Louis Farrakhan, and listen to what he says starting at 6:50 mins....  and I promise u, today is the first time I see this video.

Jessie J

The more I hear from her and especially this song, I feel the love :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W4gkUDHR7VU

Did you hear heal the world? So many artists is using their talent to do just that.

2300 J street

I remember buying this LP, omg such a little girl I was. Brings back good memories but looking at it now makes me sad ;(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E1g0fnQO0gQ

goose bumps!

I love this makers videos, she does good research. Here is the latest one:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j3O9Tm_j964

MJ- The Illusionist

We need to see that movie The Illusionist".  even latoya said so lately in a tweet

isn´t this what we have been saying all along?

It´s scary what we know nowadays!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zySKXa1ew4M

good memories

You were talking about this song the other day and also you are not alone is perfect, since we are reading the book!!!

Makes me cry :(


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=koxRfKpsrig&feature=related

Berry Gordon

Reading the book today I was so inspired to watch this. Wow this speech at the memorial was just fantastic!!!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3vibRwe8iCk

I just love Morgan Freeman!!

I could listen to him for hours and hours and this interview has an interesting topic!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoKea_49v3I

oh and let´s not forget!!

Talking about David Guetta, it reminded me of something in his show 2 years ago:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0LnzKWXz0zE

memories for us :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5QB4JfR5IX8
This is a quite recent performance and so thought of you and me <3

David Guetta feat Rihanna - Who's That Chick?

Look at the imagery flashed in this video. It caught my eye big time.    And yeah, I do like the song, LOL   But Rihanna always has strong illuminati imagery in whatever she does.  I sometimes wonder if she's aware of it, or if the're using her without her knowing what's going on..

so we don´t forget the clues....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9XYHG5pirUo

MagicalXscapism2 on You are not alone!

I´m not the only one thinking Jermaine is writing more clues than anything!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4QtKiRGDv6w

What DID happen on June 25th? part 53 "Propofol & Mottola"

So if you get propofol you are basically not able to breath on your own :O?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Re6IYqR_dEI

talking of elephants !!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1G4isv_Fylg

words of wisdom

Gotta love how 2pac said it back in the days:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BuCDGCrU1Ek&feature=related

WATCH LEARN LOVE!

This was something that made me react, the new advertisement for Sony Play station, hmmm!! Also never knew MJ could act as such a gangsta as he does in one of his advertisements back in the days, wow, impressive!!

And also didn´t I just talk about water for elephants this week, heh!!! well elephants seems to have a big meaning in this hoax too.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W5TNyOJFhRk

Michael Jackson- Shrek THRILLER

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IoOJGo9ISgU&feature=channel_video_title

Jermaine Jackson's book

Our next book

Conrad Murray Trial - Michael Jackson Death Hoax - Part 1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rijwllAtSZ0&feature=channel_video_title

a good laugh!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jY5OZkt8D7A

slip up in Wales!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=180L4HaGbBE&feature=related

Hmmmm, interesting finding on the tribute in Wales this weekend!!!!!!

New book

I know we've just started reading the Agatha Christie book, but I was thinking about our next book, coz I'm not sure how easy it is for u to get them at the library. So I've narrowed it down to 2 choices which I find interesting. One IS a paranormal (although teen book, like Twilight), and the other is more of a novel/romance .  I'd like to read both, but I'm unsure how available they are in libraries over there. So I thought I'd post the books I am thinking about, and then see if u have them available over there.

This one really looks good.  I've read some of this author's books, and I've always loved them.  

This is the paranormal, young adult book that seems to be very hot over here.  It's actually the first of a series.


Let me know what u think, and if u can find them there in the library.  If not, we'll choose something else.

Do what you love!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1R-jKKp3NA&feature=player_embedded#!

Remarkable speech with the late Steve Jobs! R.I.P!!!!

Immortal Tour

Carre, what do u think about this fat guy???   This was part of the show.   I do NOT believe for one moment that this guy really is like this.  Disguise???   Michael???   I had a very strange feeling about this guy!  LOL  I wanted to see a close up of the eyes...
Yes, they are standing outside the gates of Neverland, and this video in NO way is anything like the real thing!

The next video is the opening sequence of the show, but I have to tell u, this video does it NO justice!  It was so much better then this! The sound, the lighting, u just can't really see it here in this video.   AND I actually had much better seats then this person, LOL   I was right close to the stage!

Agatha Christie-appointment with death

Among the towering red cliffs and ancient ruins of Petra sits the corpse of Mrs. Boynton. A tiny puncture mark, the only sign of the fatal injection that killed her. Hercule Poirot recalls a remark he overheard back in Jerusalem: "You do see, don't you, that she's got to be killed?" Mrs. Boynton was, indeed, the most detestable woman he had ever met. With only 24 hours to solve the case, can Poirot find the killer amongst so many suspects?
Published in 1938, Appointment with Death was adapted by Christie for the stage, though she omitted to use Poirot in the adaptation. The play opened at the Piccadilly Theatre in London in 1945 to rave reviews. It was later adapted by Hollywood and EMI Pictures released it in 1988 with the great Peter Ustinov as Hercule Poirot. Christie’s own travels helped inform the novel as did an archaeological dig she was involved in at Petra. In 2008 David Suchet appeared as Poirot in the ITV production

fake trial as we have said !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvClg7i54Go

omg

I totally missed some of these comments made on the Larry King Show:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNXckVRi4zo

Trial material

First no one knew where Murray was, then the when finding him, he releases the " strange video on youtube". After that the trials are constantly moved to other dates and now suddenly everything is pointing at Murray

http://www.tmz.com/category/conrad-murray-trial/?adid=conrad_murray_trial#.Toa797KlstU

reminder

In all of this theater this is a good reminder that it truly is just that; theater!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jncAsfkDqRs


Today watching a piece of the court I heard the judge telling weird things like don´t say aha and use slang, I mean what the h...?

MJ is alive

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNy1Gs1fRfo

We believe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VX_N4FSFJ28


This with the butterfly and the army of love reminded me so much of us, just had to post it ;D

Shopaholic goes to Manhattan

Opening a post so we can discuss the book.  I've read a little, but not much, but already it's making me smile.

sad :(

This got me to tears this morning !!!!! go Gaga, you rock!!

http://www.toofab.com/2011/09/25/lady-gaga-jamey-rodemeyer-iheartradio-video/

The Idiot

I'm not posting this book for you to read, but it's having a profound effect on me and I had to share.  I'm reading The Idiot by Fyodor Dosteovsky , written in the 1800's.   The main character reminds me SO much of Michael Jackson, although this character has nothing to do with the music industry.  He LOVES children and feels himself only around them.  He has the same innocence and sweetness that Michael had.  And he was used and betrayed for his money, just like MJ.  It's a rather long book (over 600 pages), although I didn't realize it, since it's part of a collection of Dosteovsky's books on kindle, so u can't tell how long the book is.  Something pushed me to read this book NOW.  Again, what I say that we're being guided into what to read and research.  I was actually going to start another book (while I wait for u to start Shopaholic), but I kept coming back to this one, so I decided I'd read it along with the other book AND shopaholic,lol  Now I'm so hooked on this one, I can't leave it alone1 LOL  I'm still going to read shopaholic along with u, but my third book will be on hold.  The main character's name is Prince Myshkin.  How they describe him is like describing Michael .  It's just amazing.  He comes across as an idiot to other people because of his innocent views on life, but he's definitely NOT one.  It's making me cry in some parts, honest.
In one part, he tells the story of "Marie".  For 3 years he lived in Switzerland, and over there , he befriended children. He attracted children coz he talked to them like he was one of them, and he listened to them. He told the adults that , as adults, we should learn from children, and not the other way around ( a school master even called Myshkin a child in a man's body, lol  where have we heard that before? )  Anyway, there was a girl in the village called Marie, and she fell in love with someone and ran away with him , but after a week, he dumped her. She came back to the village, but everyone, including her own mother, shunned her "for her sins".  She had no food and no clothes, slept in the doorway of her own home,  and anywhere she went, people pretty much cursed at her and had nothing to do with her.  Anyway, Myshkin felt bad for this girl, and so he secretly gave her bits of money (at the time, he didn't have much). He also made the children see that this girl wasn't bad or sinful, but just unhappy.  The children then fell in love with Marie, much to the anger of the adults of the village.  They sneaked food to her, and even clothes.  Marie became sick and was eventually bedridden.  No one in the village went to take care of her (her own mother had died already). So the children took turns   sneaking into the house and caring for her.  The children truly made Marie happy at the end. She died happy because of the children and Myshkin.  Gosh, made me cry! LOL
This is one of those stories that u just can't keep inside , and have to share. It's not easy to read, coz it's written in old language, but I'm used to reading old classics like this.

“The novel begins with three strangers in a train en route to Petersburg. A young man named Prince Myshkin is returning from a Swiss sanatoriumwhere he has been treated for the past few years for some malady similar to epilepsy. He meets a roguish young man named Rogozhin, who has an unhealthy obsession with a beautiful young woman named Nastasya Filippovna, and a nosy government official named Lebedyev, who figures prominently throughout the novel.

Upon arriving in Petersburg, Myshkin acquaints himself with many of the citizens and eventually meets, and is infatuated by, Nastasya. She is pushy, fickle, and impetuous, and bounces from fiance to fiance like a fortune hunter. Her irresistibility and psychological stronghold on the men in her life leads to her downfall.

The basis of the novel is that Myshkin is not bright, has not had much education, and traverses society with a mentality of simplistic innocence. When speaking his opinion, he struggles to articulate himself with Charlie Brown-like stammering and wishy-washiness. For this reason, people consider him an idiot, but he is a good, honest, sympathetic, and gracious person. When he comes into a large inheritance, he is blackmailed by a man who claims to be the illegitimate son of Myshkin’s benefactor; but when the man’s story is debunked, Myshkin befriends rather than chastises the culprit and his accomplices. Myshkin also falls in love with and becomes betrothed to a giddy girl named Aglaia, who uses his ingenuousness as a foil for her jokes and sarcasm, despite his undying devotion to her.

The novel seems to say that a saintly man, making his way in a society that is concerned with materialism and cutthroat avarice, will be considered a childish idiot for valuing honesty, kindness, and the simple things in life. The ending is a shocker and sends a plaintive message, that in a crazy world, a sanatorium is the only place for a saint.”  Comment from A.J. (Maryland) amazon.com

more convinced

Seeing the latest video of Maura I´m more convinced MJ is a rainbow warrior than ever. Did you know that the cancer´s strongest element is the full moon? So no wonder we feel a connection.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ya-Wy9m9gC4

MJ.........we still believe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNDlMFFnFx4

This made me think again, that the hoax exists and does so for a purpose :)

Santos Bonacci Reclaiming Dominion

 



Wow, this was an interesting video!  Explaining how we've been fooled with religion , etc.  Explains who the biblical people REALLY are.  Jesus is our consciousness.  It actually made sense to me! It's almost 2 hours, but worth seeing.  Put together a lot of stuff I've been researching, 

Facebook

This is exactly what I have been thinking since start and now the general public is starting to react to what is actually going on. Now you know why I´m so careful with posting and pics.

Thought of you :)

I´m listening to some old 2pac, omg looooove it. Also found a old trance 80´s cd with goodies and so thought of you when I heard voyager voyager since it is in French, but this song I really love :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmPws7eXcVk

Also the original:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUQZZW2GrAA

Just wanted to share <3

Love's Fate

Here's the book I told you about in the email. For some reason, I thought of you when I read what this book was about.  Because of your past relationships. And look, there's a sunset or sunrise, just when we talked about it in our emails! Weird!

"Connected by Tragedy" Consumed By Love

Do you believe in Fate? Do you believe in soul mates? What if there was just one man out there who was meant for you? Would you know him if you saw him? Would he know you?

Katherine didn't believe in soul mates, she wasn't even sure if she believed in love until the night she saw him. There was something oddly familiar about his dark blue eyes, but she was sure she'd never seen him before. The only thing more confusing than the overwhelming attraction she felt toward this mysterious stranger, was the way he was staring right back at her with that same look of curious fascination. Then suddenly he leaves and she's left with nothing but the haunting memory of his beautiful eyes and the strange connection they seem to have with her recurring nightmares.

The day Michael's mother died was one of greatly mixed emotions. He would miss his mother, but her passing meant that he would finally be free of his oppressive father. He was leaving and nothing was going to stop him. But why couldn't he stop thinking about the beautiful woman he had seen the night he got the call about his mother. Why had she seemed so familiar?

More than once their paths will cross, but will they ever find each other? Will Fate ultimately bring them together or keep them apart?"

The lost Symbol

Reading the first chapter of this book already reminds me of Skull and Bones. Not that I know of how they work, but the scull and the rituals and powerfull men is truly hinting in this area. Cannot be a coincidence that the city where they are located happens to be Washington D.C.

Dan Brown mentions in the beginning of the book, that these secret organisations exist and that all the rituals and artwork are true.

I specifically liked the beginning of the book with the text:

To live in the world without becoming aware of the meaning of the world is like wandering about in a great library without touching the books.

I think this is something we definitely have noticed the past years, right? I feel excited about this book already because it is touching an area that interests me personally and that I can´t wait to see all the secrets I can be part of.

Shopaholic Series

I love this authors books.  She's funny, but classy.  Sophie Kinsella.  Her shopaholic series are  the funniest I've ever read.  She also writes under another name , Madeleine Wickham, whose books are also quite amusing.

BOOK EXERPT:

Ok. don't panic. Don't panic. It's only a VISA bill. It's a piece of paper; a few numbers. I mean, just how scary can a few numbers be?

I stare out of the office window at a bus driving down Oxford Street, willing myself to open the white envelope sitting on my cluttered desk. It's only a piece of paper, I tell myself for the thousandth time. And I'm not stupid, am I? I know exactly how much this VISA bill will be.

Sort of. Roughly.

It'll be about ... £200. Three hundred, maybe. Yes, maybe £300. Three-fifty, max.

I casually close my eyes and start to tot up. There was that suit in Jigsaw. And there was dinner with Suze at Quaglinos. And there was that gorgeous red and yellow rug. The rug was £200, come to think of it. But it was definitely worth every penny - everyone's admired it. Or, at least, Suze has.

And the Jigsaw suit was on sale - 30 percent off. So that was actually saving money.

I open my eyes and reach for the bill. As my fingers hit the paper I remember new contact lenses. Ninety-five pounds. Quite a lot. But, I mean, I had to get those, didn't I? What am I supposed to do, walk around in a blur?

And I had to buy some new solutions and a cute case and some hypoallergenic eyeliner. So that takes it up to ... £400?

At the desk next to mine, Clare Edwards looks up from her post. She's sorting all her letters into neat piles, just like she does every morning. She puts rubber bands round them and puts labels on them saying things like "Answer immediately" and "Not urgent but respond." I loathe Clare Edwards.

"OK, Becky?" she says.

"Fine," I say lightly. "Just reading a letter."

I reach gaily into the envelope, but my fingers don't quite pull out the bill. They remain clutched around it while my mind is seized - as it is every month - by my secret dream.

Do you want to know about my secret dream? It's based on a story I once read in The Daily World about a mix-up at a bank. I loved this story so much, I cut it out and stuck it onto my wardrobe door. Two credit card bills were sent to the wrong people, and - get this - each person paid the wrong bill without realizing. They paid off each other's bills without even checking them.

And ever since I read that story, my secret fantasy has been that the same thing will happen to me. I mean, I know it sounds unlikely - but if it happened once, it can happen again, can't it? Some dotty old woman in Cornwall will be sent my humongous bill and will pay it without even looking at it. And I'll be sent her bill for three tins of cat food at fifty-nine pence each. Which, naturally, I'll pay without question. Fair's fair, after all.

A smile is plastered over my face as I gaze out of the window. I'm convinced that this month it'll happen - my secret dream is about to come true. But when I eventually pull the bill out of the envelope - goaded by Clare's curious gaze - my smile falters, then disappears. Something hot is blocking my throat. I think it could be panic.

The God Machine

Hhhhmmm, this book also got my attention!  Wow, there are so many authors who write about this stuff!

BOOK DESCRIPTION:
A secret so explosive, the church always insisted it was just a legend. Now it'll stop at nothing to prevent its discovery...
The coded journal of Benjamin Franklin. A hidden map. A legendary gospel. These are the first pieces to an ancient puzzle so powerful, it could destroy the very foundation of Christianity.
Once before, Joseph Koster unearthed one of the church’s most deeply buried secrets . . . and it almost cost him his life. But some treasures are too hard to resist. And as Koster puts the pieces of the puzzle together, he discovers something even more startling … and infinitely more deadly.
Now, along with a beautiful engineer, Savita Sajan, Koster must race to decode Franklin’s journal before it falls into the hands of those who would do anything, kill anyone, to suppress it. But in a world of secret societies, ancient conspiracies, and Masonic puzzles, locating the prize is one thing … staying alive, another.
For as Koster and Sajan are about to learn, the same key that unlocks the doorway to Heaven … could open the portals of Hell.

The Sanctuary

Here's a book that really looks interesting:  The Sanctuary by Raymond Khoury.   I'd seen this when it first came out, but I hadn't really paid too much attention to it.  At the time, I wasn't into conspiracy theories, so I dismissed this as just another work if fiction.  It IS fiction, but this author, just like Dan Brown, seems to know a lot about these secret societies.

In the powerful new thriller from the author of the international bestseller The Last Templar, a geneticist and a CIA agent on a deadly quest to find the most dangerous book in the world discover a secret that has destroyed everyone in its path for centuries 
Naples, 1750. In the dead of night, three men with swords burst into the palazzo of a marquis. Their leader, the Prince of San Severo, accuses the marquis of being an imposter, and demands to know a secret only the marquis harbors. In the fight that ensues, the false marquis escapes over the rooftops of Naples, leaving behind a burning palazzo and a raging prince now obsessed with finding his quarry at any cost. 
Baghdad, 2003. An army unit on a routine mission makes a horrifying discovery: a state- of-the-art, concealed lab where dozens—men, women, children—have died, the subjects of gruesome experiments. The mysterious scientist they were after, a man believed to be working on a bioweapon and known only as the hakeem—the doctor—escapes, taking with him the startling truth about his work. A puzzling clue is left behind: a circular symbol of a snake feeding on its own tail. 
As the power of the symbol comes to light, revealing the centuries of destruction left in its wake, one unsuspecting woman stands at the center of a conspiracy that could change the world forever. In the masterful hands of international bestseller Raymond Khoury, The Sanctuarydelivers the same rapid-fire suspense and provocative scholarship that made The Last Templar a coast-to-coast blockbuster.